Seriously?!?!?! More snow ... yup ... more snow and then we'll have ice on top :) Why not hu?
Today is the first day back at school for me though and they've not yet cancelled classes. What the duce!!! Seriously, it's yucky snowy out, they cancelled the city schools, the community college BUT NOOOooooo not the private college (not yet anyway). Alright, enough beeeching.
So news ... news ... news. Well the ladies are great, R is just about to lose her first tooth (yup at 6.5 yrs old, that first lil sucker is hangin by a thread). M is just as cute and noodgy as ever. She's great at it though. Oh man did you see that Pats game this past weekend, dude, seriously! They weren't at their best that's for sure. But the time spent at the families house was good times, so that made it worth it. I wont (shan't and can't) go into it here, but WOW my ex-hus is pulling some shady behaviors and ... it's just sad what some people can do, are all people born with a soul? Seriously!
So, I broke up with my BF. Things were coming to a head for me, it's honestly the quietest "coming to a head" but still ... it was there. He is an alcoholic. I asked him in the beginning of our relationship if he had any tendancies toward being an alcoholic and he said no. Wow, nice hu? I ask for complete honesty then he says ... well I don't know. Seriously?!?!? I should have known I suppose, but then again I really don't like to live in "shoulda coulda woulda" ... so I wont. It was a tough decision but better for me. I feel a sense of reliefe. A sense of empowerment really. I am pleased with myself also to successfully remove myself from a potentialy horrible situation while still remaining in good communication with him. He is a fabulous man and has tons of awesome qualities and my girls really enjoy his company and I really love him and his family. Who knows what will happen ... I don't believe that he will fully ever be free of his disease and his demons ... so I really dont' think we'll ever be in a relationship again but to know him and his family is a blessing I feel. Seriously, they rock!
Okay, that's it ... just felt like brain dumping ... and it's a little slow here so ... I had time ya know :)
Well you just never know. Thats a whole lotta good in regards to your BF. Maybe the loss of you will motivate him to look at his own stuff and make some changes. You just never know. Where there is breath there is hope, my dear.
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