really?

I always post when I feel I have nothing to say ... then I end up rambling on and on ... I like my trends. Also I find myself not posting when the feeling strikes because I feel ... meh ... I got nothin ... but really I always have nothing ... so here's a bit of my nothing.

Dude, nursing school this semester is kicking my ass ... and really I don't feel that way until I take an exam ... then get the less than copacetic grade back. Unreal ... two grades in my theory class have been under 80% which ... well you need an 80 to pass the class ... oh and not to motion ... I must not be catching the concepts of what we're covering. grrrr .... Pharmocology is going a bit better but still, that's a hard class there too ... LOTS to memorize ... I feel my short term memory is slipping ... can I get some traction on that!

Kids are great :) Thank god for that right ... they are happy, and are now ... once again ... healthy, we all had the respiratory nose/throat thing run it's course, it's always scary though when it hits my father, he has COPD and has diabetes and has had a partial thiroidectomy so ... yeah I worry when he gets ill. Lots of complications because of the meds he's on. Course now the more I know because of my pharm class ... the more I worry. This is what happens though as you get older ... suddenly you worry more about your parents than they are currently worried about you.

Work is mmmeh! I wish to not discuss ... I've also made all steps to get my LNA for the in which I live, also hoping to get a reciprocity for the state that is just south of me to further my chances of employment in the medical field. I need all the experience I can get, now is the time for a pay cut if there ever was one. ugh ...

Boys... yeah ... boys are just not something that interest me at all ... oh don't get me wrong ... chicks don't interest me either LOL I'm just all set with boys ... and yea sure ... you could say well Meg ... you could always try a MAN instead of a BOY but really I'm not sure MEN are a thing of reality ... only to be read about in books or seen on movies as things of fiction ... or non-fiction past. Bitter? Jilted? Jaded? Maybe ... but guys just don't even appeal to me ... I was approached, on more than one occasion and I felt a wave of annoyance wash over me ... I've literally NEVER felt this way before ... I've always been, while single of course, pretty willing and open to chat with a cute guy but wow ... there is nothing in me that is even remotely interested right now and I am totally happy with this ... I honestly was wondering when this time in my life would hit. I've heard other women speak of it, I've read about it, I am so happy to be there with it.

And a final note ... I just want to put out there into the universe and to those who may see this blog ... pray for Maggie Agnew's family. I'm not quite so savvy as to link a blog here but I read her mothers blog, Maggie had succumbed to her mito disease ... I don't know her personally but had fallen in love with that little girl and her loving family through the blog. God bless you and yours Maggie.